Hahaha. I used to be a very vigilant person in my virtues and beliefs…always being a hsrd charger. Somehow…I lost my drive. It’s like I’m vacant. I had a promising career with the government but have pretty much pissed on it because I’ve turned to my pain meds that I was prescribed for injuries. I just knowingly wrote two checks that will bounce, one for my rent and the other for my cable. I don’t care but I do..it’s so hard. WHat is this? What happened to me?