My Guy left for Basic Training not to long ago like 4 weeks now hes been gone and its that hardest thing i have ever had to do and even now i still have a hard time handling it and im not sure what to do? we are getting married when he comes back but i feel in my heart that as the days grow closer i am excited but at the same time really mad at him for leaving me. Im proud and will always support him in this but i never thought that having someone I car about more then anyone in the whole world just up and leaving would hurt so much. I hate it and i have no one really to talk to i mean his mom trys but its like i start to tell her how it is really making me feel and shes always like well its going to be hard just dont think about it. how am i not supose to think about it. idk i guess i just really need to get this off my chest.