The year is almost over and i feel … This year has been very tough and the worst school year ever. I was picked on, laughed at, and found very wierd. Although, i didn’t really cared. They are the losers, they have the tough life and just make their life impossible. Like I’ve said, life should be as easy as walking through water. That’s the other thing: I feel lonely and quiet. I really don’t know whats going on. it doesen’t even make sence. Just stupid ideas of theirs. And that’s the other thing: they have fun and i don’t. To be honest i haven’t even been myself this year. My “friend” wouldn’t even believe that i drank tequila by saying, ” That’s so not M*****n. I don’t believe you. You wouldn’t even do that.” I was like to begin with you don’t even know me so i wouln’t even be talking. They think i’m weak and vulnerable but I’m not. It’s just that i didn’t really even feel it this year. Their decisions and way of thinking is so different. Mine is to have fun to the fullest, don’t get in trouble, and get good grades. On the other hand, they have fun to the fullest, get in huge trouble, get bad grades, do drugs, and are very disrespectful to the teachers. That’s so not my style. So where do i fit in? I just hope next year is different and better.