i feel so lonely. i have no one to talk to or just be with. i always feel like i’m invisible to the world and all my friends. it always feels like my friends don’t want me around them or that i’m a total b**** to all of them.
my life is so by that sometimes i just want to run off where no one could ever fine me. i want my life to go by so fast for i don’t have to live. i don’t like it when my friends don’t want me around. half of my friends don’t even like me but they say or anything, they just give me dirty looks and just stare at me if i’m around them for too long. all that i want is for someone to love me for me and who i really am. i want them to see me for what i am and what i can be to them. i want them to see that my feelings hurt a lot when ever i’m around them. but no one could ever see that. but i want this guy to see that i really like him and that i want to get to know him a lot better then what i know abouthim. but he doesn’t see that. he doesn’t care about anymore, he can’t see that anymore and he doesn’t think about it at all. i just want him to see how much i care and love him. i want him to see that i would always be there for him whenever he needs someonoe. i want him to know that he’s the only i think about now. seen the day i met him i’ve wannted to kiss him and for him to hold me tight to him and tell me that he loves me for me.