Good: I got an 91.5% on my calc test today!!! It doens’t sound amazing but its the highest test i’ve had all year. I want to go into a math/science major so now i have hope lol!
Bad: Sometimes i feel invisible. Like no one really knows me. I have honestly really only have one friend. But she’s a true friend, since elementry. I don’t know where life will take me, and that scares me.
Today we had our first “gun scare” at school. I’m from a small school, and nothing like this has ever happened, and i’m worried. The closest we’ve ever come was the duck hunter walking across the street lol 🙂 Im just a bit paranoid. I am sick of people judging me too. My family, school, and peers don’t know who i am at all.
me.
My family has called me mean names, that have hurt me so deep. they don’t realize it, but sometimes i feel hurt. I’m not one to show my feeling, so no one notices. I’m not what they say, and i know that, and thats all that matters. i don’t know if i should forgive them.
I know my life sounds so much better then some of the posters, and i relize this post sounds self centered, but i’ve been keeping a lot inside. I don’t really have a lot of people to talk to so this helps. Thanks for helping me get that all out lol!!!