I dont feel accepted for who I am. People insist they do- but I don’t feel it. I feel i have to be quiet and not let my opinions show. I have to stop myself from talking- expressing. If i try to explain my feelings, im considered dramatic. My feelings dismissed- trivialized. She exudes disgust. So i try not to be disappointing. I try to just shut up. Its difficult. It makes me sad. I dont feel good enough. Maybe I don’t accept myself?