as those words escaped her lips, it was final, i wasn’t needed.
But,at any given moment,if she wanted me, i’d let her have me.
if she needed to use me, i’d let her.
i know it hurts, i know i’m hurting myself.
i know i’m foolish.
I know these things and i still want to feel like you love me.
I know you don’t but false hope is what keeps me going.
as those words escaped my lips, it was final
I’d choose pain over pleasure.
If you found this one, with everything you know about me, everything i love, everything i hate, I want you to know,
Loving you was amazing.
Loving you was an honor.
Loving you, was the best thing i could have ever done.
There isn’t anything wrong with you
you’re amazing
you’re beautiful.
You’re always in my heart, Silly girl.
I love you.
For hands that haven’t been held yet, still look so soft.
She was worth waiting for.
still kind of is.
unless you tell me otherwise.