I still love you and I don’t know how things are going to go down when I’ll inevitably see you in November. Are you gonna crack and have feelings for me all over again? Are you going to treat me coldly, are you going to be distant, and treat me like a common acquaintance? Are we going to talk about anything at all, will it be too painful or have you accepted what has happened to us? Will you talk about things with resolute calm or will I see panic and infatuation flash in your eyes? Will you avoid me? Follow me around? Or not, because a large number of people there know that we dated once and that you have a girlfriend? AGASHDGAFSKJDGASHDJ GASJKDTUAVSYKTYUDAVSFYvasyjf I hate everything f*** this f*** this f*** this. I’m somewhere between, “I value you so much as a person, let’s talk,” and “How about NO, you f***ing creep, go away, don’t talk to me, and feel what I felt when you left me.”