I just had a moment when I thought how cool it’d be to meet TomSka and then I suddenly realised that I dont think I want be me. As in the idea of myself being liked by him is unrealistic. Who would like me, the way I am? No-one. I’m sorry to rant I just wanted to get s*** off my chest. I just had to speak my mind for a moment. Sorry. I can be better than this.