I feel like nobody cares about me and nobody respects me. Truth is there isn’t a real reason to but I feel like even my brothers disgrace me and parents are trying really hard not to.
I haven’t achieved anything so far. I just finished high school and I’m still just being taken care of.
I don’t have many friends and those I have I don’t really think they like my any much.
One of those friends is a girl I’d love to date but I feel like her fondness goes to one other guy that is one of those “friends”.
I figured I’d love to just move away from everything. Might be the most cowardly act to do but the easiest one and a definite one.
I’d like to start again, somewhere else, far away from my current life.
Ideally somewhere like Alaska in a town nobody knows about, without Wifi and signal, working as a bartender or something so that since people don’t give a c*ap about me, they’d have a reason to.