i still don’t understand how i’m still here
i know i should be greatful but everything makes me sad
all i’ve ever wanted was to feel happy
i never really do these things i never really have
i’m just losing my mind and i don’t have anyone to go to
i had everything i’ve ever and i losted all
my mom hates me
i can’t tell who my friends are
drugs have always been here for me
i wish it wasn’t this way but this is the way it is
it get harder to breath as the days go by
i think about killing myself a lot
i’ve tried but i always fail
i’m not sure how much longer i can go on and nobody is ever going to understand how much this hurts
i’m f***ed