Who really gets it? I wonder if there is something that I am missing or is there nothing to search for. How do you become a better person? How do you become better? What do you have to do in order to get your crap together? Where is the textbook on that? Why is it that I say I need to work on this and then don’t. Three months later I say and do the same crap. Here I am again saying the same thing. I think this time, I could possibly get it. I have a goal, but I just cannot seem to get there. I do not know the correct route to go. Guidance, if you will, is what I am lacking. For once I have the mentality and the motivation; but where do I find the guidance?