Recently I stumbled across an old friend/fling. This was completely by accident and her name came up in the search bar on facebook. The thoughts and memories quickly poured back into my mind, remembering the comfort I shared with her. As silly as this sounds, I met this girl on xbox and over time, we built this relationship of always playing zombies together on black ops. The moment I would jump omline, she’d be there instantly messaging me. Eventually we got up the courage to video chat and that quickly became a thing for us. We’d have our moments of deep emotions and silly laughs. Even some more personal fun times too. I dont exactly remember how long this lasted for us, but it sure felt like forever. Eventually we kinda drifted off. I got a girlfriend who lived near me, as this girl online was states away from me. Im assuming that she moved on as well. But here I am, 2 years later and I found her again. I took up the courage to message her and ask how shes been and to my surprise, she openly accepted me and talked to me again. But as of now at this current moment, we seem only to be making small talk and Im over here dieing to get back in her life. Even just be friends with her. I miss the joy she’d bring me. The laughter and talks. I dont have a clue as what to do right now. She’s been lingering on my mind when im at work. Guess I just wanted to get it off my chest.