am i so mean or so bad that in this whole world only I got a father like him. it’s like a curse to have a father like him who insanely tortures my mom and me. when i was a small girl I felt that what he does to my mother, the way he tortures her , he would never do that to me but i was soooo wrong. I should have known that a dog’s tail can never be straight, it nevers leaves it’s curve.