My Wife cheated on me, I caught her. After I threw her ass out of my house her ex best friend couldn’t hold it in anymore. She told me she had been sleeping with 20 year old college students our entire marriage! How the f*** should I feel about this, we work at the same university. I could easily go f*** these kids worlds up, but I would lose my job. I raised her little girl since she was 2, I paid off all of her debt by selling everything I had. I worked 55 hours a week in a dead end job and took 22 hours a semester so I could make THEIR life better. I did everything I could do to be a good husband and step-father. I always spent all of my time with them, even with work and school I spent the entire evening with them, and the weekends. I seriously don’t know what I did wrong. I’m in very good physical condition I’m a confident guy with decent looks. I just don’t get it, flowers, vacations, money, love, sex. I did everything the old folks say to do to keep a healthy marriage. I’m seriously f***ed up right now, whiskey, weed, spending way to much money, pushing everyone away that is trying to help. I’m a shell of the man I used to be. Things like, “you just need to focus on you, improve yourself, and give it time, you will be fine” I hate hearing that S***, stop telling me I will be fine, I gave my everything to a single mom, I trusted her!!! Anal sex with 20 year olds, orgy’s, etc. WTF!!!!! honestly people, that is whats f***ing wrong with our society, we notice these f***ed up actions of people and we forgive them, or except them as one of ours, but in reality they should be taken out back and f***ing shot because they cannot operate within the society as functional people.