I just feel so many things right now. I need to cut I need it so badly right now. And I’ve been clean for about 2 weeks but I just can’t do this anymore. The voices in my head don’t stop. And I feel like a freak for having them. And just I am so fat. My dad called me fat today. And I just have so many bad thoughts right now. I’m trying not to cut so I’m doing this but I just ugh I need it. I don’t know what to do anymore and I want help I do but it don’t know where to go. My family is not an option at all. And I don’t have many friends that I can talk to about this. It’s just a situation where I’m stuck and I don’t know where to turn to. I just I’m done.