So I am reading some stressful commentaries at work and I’m now in a state of a (justifiable) tantrum. I see through all the politics that disadvantage my position. But I feel so bad that why am I born with the ability to sniff out problems, the wisdom to see through politics, but not born with the ability / strategic tact to tackle them well. I mean, yes, it’s not my problem. All the perceived problems were crafted by politically skillful people that aim to destroy me. But sometimes I couldn’t help but feel angry at myself that why can’t I handle those ugly stuff nicely. Maybe it’s just my Virgo tendency to tear myself up again. Well… I’ll finish this task quick and go calm down soon.