I know this is arrogant and c***y, but tonight was one of the first night’s I’ve ever been truly rejected by someone. It’s not a fun feeling at all, and it was really disappointing. There’s nothing I can do about it, and I feel as though I took it with stride which almost made it harder because I didn’t want him to know that I cared about what he thought. S*** happens I guess, but it sucks. Gonna keep my head up though, there’s plenty of fish in the sea.