I want to let go but I don’t.
I want to give up but I don’t.
I want to die but I don’t.
I want company but I don’t.
I want to be alone but I don’t.
I want him but I don’t.
I want everything but I don’t.
I want to live but I don’t.
I want to exist but I don’t.
I want to know why but I don’t.
I want answers but I don’t.
I want to be noticed but I don’t.
Contradictions, fun things.