I’m a 27 year old male who thought I’d never feel as down as I feel tonight. I really have no reason to feel depressed I mea I have friends and family who care for me, I think so I really shouldn’t be feeling like this, but yet, I have this emptiness inside that I can’t fill with nothing and I’ve tried everything from alcohol to drugs and nothing seems to work. Take tonight for example. I went out to a club with friends to drink and have fun but I still felt down for some reason, I mean it doesn’t help that I have this emence crush on of my friends that I’ve known for years but never got the courage to tell her, I really hate clubbing and the only reason I even go is just to spend at least a small amount ofnt8me in her presence but I feel she just sees me as a friend and it hurts, it’s like i suck at this whole love thing… I’m 27,i feel like it’s hopeless for me and sometimes I feel unwanted at home….. Idk just I feel like I shouldn’t be feeling like this but I do…. Don’t know what to do