why am i still hoping that everything will be ok
as the days pass i thought i will be ok and can start to move on
but what i feel is that worst is yet to come
inside me something is burning and slowly dying
i am breathing yet drowning inside
i already told myself in the beginning that its over
but why unconsciously im still hoping
y can’t i really accept that nothing will be same again
i thought i am strong as wall but i feel fragile like a glass
i love him but i dont know what will be next for us
i dont want to let go but i guess its too late