I am only 18 years old and I have a brother who is 5 years younger than me. We both know that my dad is cheating on my mom since when we were both 16 and 12 and my mom doesn’t know about it. Since then my brother started smoking and my family just knew it last year. It broke my heart knowing that my brother is doing this stuff. I understand he was stressed with national exams and family problems but he shouldn’t do that. As for me I just keep it to myself and act that I am okay but in fact I am not. I don’t know who I should talk to. Literally no one.
And last year was the year me, my brother and my mom know that he has a lot of debts with 3 different banks. We life a decent life, we don’t live a luxurious life at all. So how can he have so many debts. Only god knows how my heart shattered into millions of pieces. 2014 was a year that I didn’t enjoy at all. I thought 2015 would be different but its still the same at the moment. I don’t know how long I can stay strong like this. I just wish someone could take away the pain and make me smile(A REAL SMILE). I want someone that I could hug and cry and share everything that I’m facing right now. I hope one day everything would just disappear. I want to be happy again.