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I am a disappointment, I have no aspirations, no goals, I’m stupid and selfish, I have nothing to offer the world, I don’t see the point in my breaths. Don’t tell me that there’s a silver lining, cause I’ve been watching for it. Don’t tell me god will save me cause he’s been watching me suffer for years, don’t tell I’m beautiful when my arms and legs are scarred, don’t tell me that everything’s going to be okay because people don’t change and neither do their intentions.

When I speak out I am shut down for being too young and unwise to understand. My ears hear the same constant phrase that I’ll understand when I’m older. That I’ll regret running away because it’s never the answer.

I have no voice in this world, no power, no use.

The only thing that’s keeping me here right now is an 8 year old that I’m not even suppose to be raising.

Listen to me when I say that I will not be pushed around anymore. If anyone has anything against my choices that you can go f*** yourself and join the group of people who I will no longer associate with. I will do what I want. When I want and del with my own consequences.