i feel so achingly lonely sometimes, and by lonely, i mean /lonely/, you know. i know what unrequited love feels like, it’s like being stabbed in the heart repeatedly but you take it, because that’s the only feeling you’ve felt and it makes you feel something because /wow/ you’re so enamored by this person and you can’t believe how perfect they are and everytime you hear a sad song, you think only of them. you want nothing more but for them to hug you, for you to be in their arms. and the thought of that gets you so warm and calm but also gives you this huge ache in your chest, where all you want to do is kiss them and feel them and love them and never break their heart, where you want to remind them everyday how perfect they are, you dedicate every song to them, you want to get to hold their hand, if only for a second. to be in their prescence, your heart falls everytime you see them and not in a middle school crush kind of way but in a “im way too deep” kind of way…funny thing, you’d do all these things yet they barely know your first name. oh, and i’m not talking about a celebrity.