I can’t believe I actually cut myself. It’s been like 5-6 years since I last did that, but today 26-jan-2015 at age 23 I cut myself. I’m so worried about my future, and anxious and scared because there are so many decisions I have to make in such a short term and I don’t know what to do, I just want to reach my goals and I can’t believe that it has gotten so far as to make me feel so sad and worried. I don’t want to talk with others cause I feel like they’ll worry or that I might annoy people with my stupid thoughts. But I just a moment of peace, I just want to feel some security that I’m making the right decisions or that I’ll be able to achieve what I dream. I’m afraid.