I found this website as I was looking for a place to write my thoughts and how I fell because I feel that the people I need to talk to are no longer there for me. I am a teenage girl and I am 16. So many things I wanna talk about. I want to be heared. I am not like any young teenage girl that you would meet. I don’t sit down, paint my nails and talke about boys all day listening to th latest OneDirection single or watching the latest romance movie while eating popcorn and sipping a diet cola. The people that I call friends have no idea of who I am. I tried letting them no but I think they took me for an uninteresting person and only come to me when they need my help with math or homework. They are there to pick me up just to jrop me the next minute. I’ve always wondered why.
I was never a quiet girl but I have now become one. It even says so in my report card. The things I say never seems to be what theu=y want to hear. What hurts me most is that they think they know me so well but they don’t even have the slightest clue to who I am. I’m not the girl that would talk about how to impress guys or how to get more followere on twitter or how to get a millon friends on face book and so on. All I want is for someone to understand me and actually understand me. I talk deep. Whenever I talk I talk about my feelings about things, my dreams, how I want to be but no one wants to listen to me. The only time they do is when I’m helping out with work or I’m singing with them or I’m listening to them rant on about someone. I’m always listening but no one ever listens to me the way I want them to. I’m so lost, confused and I feel so alone. But I’m sure they don’t see it cause I try my best possible to put up a smile whenever I’m around people. I try my bes to see the good in everyone cause I belive no one is bad. Even the worst criminal in the world still has a softspot for something or someone.
I just which someone would listen to me for a change and actually understand me and feel what I’m trying to say.
Thank God for this website. I’m writing through tears…