So tired of this life. Im done with it! guess I was a lousy mother, tho I tried to teach them right from wrong, they only remember the bad stuff, while I remember the cute stuff. Couldn’t get my husband to luv me, let alone my children. Failed suicides, so now what? luv my god, but he cannot be with me always, too many in this world better than me. I no longer have friends, thought I did back home til my daughter threw in my face that when my car was down no one came to me, I always went to them and after my suicide attempt they were not there.