I am so confused. I was brought to life but was it a mistake am I a supposed to be made or did god take me on accident ? I must have a purpose yet what is it ? I am in love with my boyfriend Gabino, I know its way soon to say I love you but I’ve had a huge crush on him for a while !!!!! I feel like every time we kiss my heart gets warm and I melt like chocolate on a sunny day. I’m so short compared to him. he hasn’t said I love you yet and I understand why but I cant help but say it… I wish we could be together forever but he is just 14 an I am 17 . Am I in way over my head ? Sometimes I think so but I hope not … im just a young lady with a heart that may perish … but in love with such a young man , cute or not I want him forever to be mine… please never leave I wish u to stay for me and with me as I also wish the blessings of god and Jesus to my life and relationship. so here I will lay confused taking it step by step !