Oh wow I don’t know. I’m happy we’re back together but…am i really worth it for you? What does “…i think i love you…” mean? God i don’t know. We didn’t even talk about it. You started to and I had to go and be the a****** and not say anything to move that topic along. Now I get to think about whether or not we’re right for each other, and I want to cut again. I have a headache, I don’t know what do to, I want to cut, I’m just being a whiny a****** and I think you want to care but it’s hard to when I’m like this. I know. I don’t want you to love me if you don’t want to. I don’t want you to say it if you don’t mean it. I want you to feel that way. But then what if we just aren’t good for each other. I just don’t know. We can’t even talk about it so I don’t know what you’re thinking or feeling. I hope we can sometime. I hope we can be the right ones for each other. I love you.