Alright so out of all the times I’ve had dreams of him, I finally got the determination to seriously look for him.
All I can say is, What a way to be heart broken.
Alright so I find this guy, after years of dreaming of him, years of him literally being the man of my dreams, I find him and he turns out to be nothing but a sex crazed perverted horny mother-you-know-what.
I couldn’t really believe it, but I know when to face facts. He was not for me. I wanted him so badly, but I am not so blind as to see that he is no good for me. Yeah, the first couple of days I was kind of ensnared in his empty words. But really, that didn’t surprise me, I kind of expected myself to be a little blind to his true intentions.
But you know what, If he couldn’t understand that what I wanted between us was something solid, pure, honest and serious. Then I’m not going to spend anymore time talking to a wall. I’m done with him. Nothing is wrong with wanting a loving relationship. A relationship where we have that understanding of each other. Almost knowing each other inside and out.
I want romance, and I am not giving up on achieving in what I want.