i belong from a middle class family in india. my mother a teacher and my father had a small business. i had got a job but i had to leave it due to certain issues with my boyfriend. my boyfriend is very conservative and possesive regarding me. thats not a problem. i cant let down my parents. i love them very much. they want me to get a job. i even got two jobs earlier but had to leave both as it was out of my state, and my boyfriend didnt had a consentover it. i was scared to join the job as i had the fear of losing my boyfriend. on the other hand its high time for me to do a job for financial concerns of my parents…. whenever i look at them i feel guilty of not being able to pay off their old age worries…. i keep studying whole day and praying to god to give me a job in my state soon. ……….. my heart is flooded with negetive thoughts now……. my parents and my boyfriend both are my oxygen …. but paying them their part is like two sides of a same coin at a same time…….