Right now I don’t really understand my feelings. I don’t know why but I suddenly feel insecure about my self. I feel sad because I don’t get to see him and yet he has a lot of friends that are girls. I feel like a complete idiot for all the years that has passed. I feel like I don’t know what to do anymore.
My brain isn’t functioning well. I also space out every minute. And I don’t know what to do. This afternoon, we had a presentation and I blank out and a lot of my classmates were asking me for some corrections but I was not able to answer them like I used to. And I fake a smile and fake a laugh at everything. I don’t really know what’s happening.
I didn’t tell my guy about this because I don’t want him to get worried about me because of this thing that’s going on with me. I don’t know what to do…..