She told me I am special yet she doesn’t love me, and still I do things for her…maybe I am an idiot.
I know its never going to happen but I can’t seem to stop loving her. I don’t know what to do anymore. I want to stop having these feelings and at the same time I still want them. I feel like I need to stop but on the other hand I think, what if it works out if i don’t stop trying. She told me she is not like me. Maybe it is true. But then why this complication. My heart doesn’t believe.
The real problem is because I am a girl.