i am so glad i found this website to write what i want, so i had this guy in my class in college, i had a crush on him before i knew him, he was kinda handsome, then my best friend introduced him to me, we began to know each other, and i think mostly i knew him better than he knew me, when we chatted on fb, he used to say all these charming things that you wanna hear, and made me laugh and aww at some point, but then i introduced him to my classmates, my girls, and he got close to one of them, she says she doesn’t like boys but i think she likes him. Anyway, she knew that i liked him, and my best friend knew too, but whatever they got close to him, but after i knew him well, i discovered he was a jerk, i mean it is okay to know a lot of girls, but seriously date them because you feel pity for them ? who for god’s sake does that ? i was just so disappointed in myself when i knew the truth about him, because i felt like i have wasted my time looking for love and romance while i should focus on myself, he always calls me his best friend but i don’t feel like it anymore, he calls my friends on their cells and talk about everything in their life, he didn’t call me except once because i mentioned that i was angry at him because he didn’t call to check on me like he did with them, i felt stupid after that too, because i was so obvious to him that i was jealous and i hate being obvious of something, so i think i am better off without him, because finally i think that i don’t like him anymore..