I have friends and a decent social life but are my friends really my friends or are they just people I socialize with. I cant tell anymore it feels like I’m hollow inside, sure I laugh, smile and know how to have fun but afterwards I feel tired and drained with hardly any energy left. I don’t really have anything or anyone to give me that extra push to keep moving forward. Its like I’m running in place I cant take it anymore. I don’t know anymore I just take life one day at a time that all I can really do I guess.