Hi. I am a christian man in my late 20’s, and I’ve had a bad habit of masturbating and watching porn eversince I was a teenager. I’m steadily breaking that habit now thanks to some helpful tips from others, but the problem I have now is something a little different.
You see, I’ve watched both straight and gay porn in the past, and after a while I started watching more of the gay porn. Now I’m not starting to like guys or anything, but I still feel that exposing myself to gay porn affected me in someway.
I’m hoping and praying that after I break my habit this won’t be a problem anymore and that this is just some temporary phase, because I would love to have a wife one day in whom I’ll love and cherish for the rest of my life. But right now I feel like if I do find my significant other, I won’t be able to provide my half of what a relationship needs.
I’m not gay…and I don’t want to be…So what’s wrong with me?