For ten long years I have been everybody else somebody never my own. I am tired of being home with the kids no friends and no family that would ever help me. I always try to be friends but if you don’t treat your kids right I can’t hang with you and that’s the case most of the time or they do drugs.I am ok with that just not in front of the kids and that don’t care. s. Husband has a life cause I made it possible for him to get educated go out on the weekends and have a life while I’m always in the house.I made these choices in life. I never burn bridges nor was I ever a mean and disrespect full person.I hate to ask why my life is this way but it was me and not being strong for myself.I am seriously depressed and no one cares.