walked around pissed not knowing what to do, wishing somebody would bump in to me or just start something so I can unload my anger on them, I know it’s not right but I would feel better. tried to talk about it but my head is just confused and seems polluted at times. feel empty at times and I start seeing things that aren’t there. just feels weird and don’t want to be normal but my head is just getting more messed up even worse now that I’ve been sober and clean for a time