Sorry for spelling and grammatical errors I wrote this quickly and would just like some input please.
Im lost in life and i dont know what to do….
All throught senior year i had my hopes up on attending wvu and studying there to obtain my bachlors. But one morning my momther came into my room and sat beside me on my bed just as i was waking up and she said in the most comforting way that she would not let me go to wvu and attened there due to my attendence senior year and as those words spilled of off her lips my body waz paralyzed i couldnt move tears started tl stroll down my face but she couldnt she them be uase my back was fwced away from her the only words that i could muster were its okay i will go to nassau community college. I was heart broken it was one of the only things in my life that i was actually so estatic about she even took me to new student oreintstion how f***ed up is that it wasThe worlds worst tease i had the opritunity to see the campus and semi obtain the thought of what the next four years of life would be like for me. And i was truely happy. And as fall semester came around i was going to attened nassau but i had no car the reasin being i thiught i wouldnt need a car at wvu so i didnt save up so i didnt go and instead i worked at a s*** ice cream shop im my tiny town working 11 to 5 every day makijg a mesley 8 dollars just so i could get a car and go to a place i didnt want to be. It was alittle before christmas and it early december and my mother being a single parent didnt have to much money so she asked to borrow the money for the christmas shopping and over due bills and i gave her my 2 grand that i had saved from that s***ty ice cream store to buy a car. Long story short i enrolled in class and my grandmother let me use muly handica
Uncles van to get to class and back now the semester is almost over and i still have yet to see my 2 k but now that the semster is almost over i dont want to go back there im lost i would love to join the military but i had childhood asthma and thats an automatic discalifier and a bum ankle that was broken and never healed right let alone casted and put into place and 2 bum knees from years of playing lacrosse. For those two years that i have been home i guess you can say i had fallen in love with the fireservice “i am a volunteer fireman at my local firehouse” and i would love to just forget college and just become a full time firemen but to get into fdny you basically have to be black or spanish to get in. And to top it of i was told if i dont join the militwry i will be getting kicked out of my house at the end of summer if i dont join the military which i would have a problem with if Knew i could get my medical history cleared anx once they find out i had asthma i will not be allowed to join any brach…. im just to afraid i will get told i cant do something i had my heart set out on doing