I love you so much it literally feels like a punch in the heart. Every night I cry so much, for hours, until I reach the point where I feel like I’ve run out of tears and cannot cry any more.
You confused my heart. Why do you tell me you love me, yet you want another?
I know you do, there is no use In just telling me what I want to hear. Please stop lying to me. It tears my f***ing heart into pieces. I know you fancy the other but you tell me they are just a friend. I f***ing gave you everything. I gave you my virginity, I gave you my 100% but you only give me back 50%. When I look at you I can’t hold back the tears it just aches so much and you don’t even care. You’re f***ing selfish. I wish I hated you but you’re my everything. You make me feel worthless and not enough. I’m only a half to you. You are the source of my self inflicted marks on my skin and it’s the most embarrassing thing to admit.
You f***ing promised me the sea but just dropped me like a rock and now im sinking. F*** you. I love you so much baby. Stop hurting me like this.