I want someone to worry about me, someone to care a d love me as a friend or even like family. Someone to pick me up when i am down. I know its just a mutual feeling but i think for now it is permanent. I miss my family and friends so much! I love my family and friends…but do they love me? This is where i become confused and lost and lonely because im not even entirely sure if my friends are going to be always there? I recently came back from a camp where i became closer with everyone there than before. I MISS THEM LIKE CRAZY AND I’VE ONLY BEEN AWAY FROM THEM FOR 10 hours how crazy is that! Im crying over being lonely because i guess i just miss them. I used to miss my dad so much as a kid i still do now but back then i used to write in a wee diary he gave me saying how much i miss him and why he was the best! It was probably more sad for me because my parents splot up and i think that this distance of me amd my dad has triggered me becoming lonely. I need to learn to be happy but i cant when im lost and lonely.