Sometimes I have this feeling where I cant even explain what it is. I feel as if I’m bipolar because I can be mad, sad, or irritated so quickly for no reason at all. I kinda know the reason its because of my ex and family. This new relationship is amazing but I sometimes catch myself blaming him for someone else mistakes. He hasn’t hurt me in any way possible. Maybe that’s what I’m preparing myself for. I just want everything to be alright.