The must be one of the hardest years of my life. The struggle of trying to go to school, and trying to make money, while working a s***ty job. Trying to balance a social life and a relationship; meanwhile I’m trying to figure who I am and what I want to do in life. I feel like everyone I talk to doesn’t stress anything of what I just mentioned. I feel like everyone has it together and I’m not growing, I’m just staying the same.
In high school I thought I had it all figured out. “when I get out, I’m gonna have my car, get a job, and go to school” what a lovely picture that seemed like. Now I’m here and I have all of those things except that I suck at school and fail classes. I’m not sure what I like to do or what I’m interested in. All i know is that I HATE my s***ty job and I’m always stressed idk if I can even make it at a community college.
Meanwhile, life isn’t failing to f*** with all the other areas in my life . Like it just seems to easiest to end it all. I’ve lost all hope