i want to know why you have to be so DAMN gorgeous. it isnt fair. looking at you is torture because i know i can never have you. you are WAY out of my league. and i joke around like someday… but i know its never going to happen.! i just want to be pretty enough…perfect enough.. but i wont ever be. so this is it. after this im just gonna stop. stop hoping stop trying. i dont care anymore because its not worth it. nothing is EVER going to happen. so i really wish that you would just stop being so gorgeous and it will be so much easier for me. thanks;) if only you knew….i wonder what you would think. how you would react if i just went up to you in the hall and just made out with you. what would you do. i could never so it but what if…