he always ditches me. and then i’m just like, ‘what happened’. so we kind of talked vaguely about meeting up today so i decided to ditch him so that he can get a taste of his own poison. and now i feel really really guilty and messaged me asking what happened. but he makes me feel like s*** all the time when he does that and now i’m just annoyed and sad and confused. what am i supposed to do. if he doesn’t care, why should i?