It doesn’t help that being a girl and wanting a boyfriend because of these stupid hormones… Being a girl even is more stupid because we get these imaginations of the weirdest things. I don’t entirely like my life but I don’t hate it. I love my family but, not really my parents. I mean, they haven’t been there in my life for how long and they try to make it up to me even. I don’t trust them because they are full of lies! My mom is a player which is weird since she’s 57 years old! Apparently, men lover her big a** and her big boobs. I have nothing of her… Thank God! I love the fact that I do look young for my age though! People may say that I’m like 2 or 3 years younger but I’m not. I truly wish that boys would just say “Hey, do you want to go bar hopping!” “Yes! I actually would like to go bar hopping with you!” In my mind, yes! I would really like to drink right now! even though, I am only 17… Sad but true. It is legal for me to smoke but I can’t buy them. I don’t like smoking though. My dad does it so I don’t want to do it. I rather drink when I feel like it. I wouldn’t mind if someone ask to give me a drink or two though!