How far is the way to hope and the love that I used to cherish. I can’t wait for him anymore! It’s far too long! The pain in my chest hurts enough that my head starts getting thoughts of doubt. “Just wait for me! I’ll find you! I promise!” Life doesn’t work that way or does it? It’s almost four years now and finding my hasn’t been all that hard. At least I don’t think? Who knows where that boy had went! He doesn’t talk to me like he used to and his life seems to be different than mine’s. He’s rich and I’m poor… I’m not in the same society that he’s in. His father would never approve of me either. A son to marry someone who is way more “better in society,” kind of girl. I find it harder and harder to wait for him but, what can I do when I know that he has my heart! Maybe if I start trying harder I might forget him. Loving him more and more for four years is hard to forget one man who has loved me just as much and gave me strength to move on with life is hard. Forgetting a man who wants happiness for me and knows that he could give everything up just to see my happiness is nice. He’s so stupid! Why would I be happy if he’s gone!!! BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA!!! IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT!!! I just want to be with you!