So im a freshman in college. I started out the year with no idea what I was going to do. I had a girlfriend for the last 6 months of highschool, and frankly, i really enjoyed being with someone. Im the opposite of every other male college freshman, I hate one night hookups. I love getting to know a girl and connecting on a real foundation of shared ideas and thoughts. Thats why i liked having a girlfriend so much, because i felt a sense of connectedness that one night hookups just didnt offer. So the day before I leave for college, I break things off with my girlfriend because we both know that it wont work in college because we were going to schools 5 hours apart and we werent ready for the commitment. I was really bummed since she was going to go to a college that was 10 min away from my college, but because of financial aid she decided to go somewhere else. So the day i move in to college, i see a girl on my hall. I kid you not, she was the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my life. From the moment I saw her, i was done for, I just knew, deep down that she was the one. the problem is, that I dont believe my own heart. I think im wrong, but I know im right, She is the woman i am going to marry. The whole fiasco with my high school girlfriend was lost the moment I saw this girl. I have been making acquaintances with her over the last couple of weeks, and this has only confirmed my thoughts when i first saw her. She is perfect. in every way she just amazes me. i dont even know how. things that would seem completely boring just fascinate me when im talking to her. ive have gone head over heals to try and please her in every way possible. Im a freshman in college. I dont know what has come over me, and i realize its totally abnormal to be this in love over a person that ive only met 47 days ago, but i couldnt be any happier. we havent even kissed yet, let alone held hands. I dont even know if she likes me back, but i am willing to do anything, and i mean anything for her. I would literally jump off a bridge if she told me to, that is how much I love her. I dont know how. I dont know why, but I am going to marry this woman, I swear to it.