football day for every guy in my house. That means im alone again. Im always alone . always. why? because im a girl in a mans world. Hannah Montana had just her dad and her brother, but she hung out with that blonde girl… Olive i think? EVERY SINGLE DAY. Friends offer escape. Boyfriends offer escape. Im not hard to look at, im just a skinny bone jones. So i dont get why no one wants to even acknowledge my existence. I can offer more than that shallow mexican girl with big boobs a fat stomach fried up hair and caked on makeup, not to mention spider eyelashes. So why am i still alone. I can console you better than a message on facebook or 5 minutes of pretending to listen and a blowjob, so why am i still alone? I can look you in the eye and not in the face, so why am i still alone? I can overlook your highwater jeans, dirty shoes and face full of pimples, so why am i still alone? Why is it always the same pursuit of the same girl whos already dated every guy who exists? Im not even in school anymore and im still not exempt from the same questions because i know damn well you can see me from the city bus, sitting on the ground outside of vonns waiting to be picked up from MY school, the learning center in the mall with the nordsrtoms rack, so why can you look past me so easy, when i can offer you so much more. Yet you still go home and probably write a fake ass status on whatever stupid social media page your using about how you wish you could find a real woman who wont “break your heart” or some other stupid overplayed bulls***, because your stupid and so f***ing immature. Why cant you guys just grow the f*** up and look down. lower, lower , lower. Im right here. And im not gonna be here much longer if i keep getting ignored. You have the balls to play with a b****, why dont you have the balls to interact with someone smart. Let me convert you to my way of thinking so you could see how dumb you are and how alone your oblivion is making me. Maybe san diego just isnt the right place for me. Maybe you guys are just too naive