i feel like nothing, nobody cares but i know people do. i may not be the most popular person in school or get a text message from a different person every five minutes but i kind of wish i was that person. i wish i could be happy with me. high school is a fun new place with a lot of new hot boys that i know i will never be able to say a word to or even look them in the eye probably. my parents fight all the time and it makes me feel like im a lot different then everybody else and that my life sucks but then again i know there are tons more people out there that have it a lot worse then me and i try to think of how my life would be if i was them but sometimes its still not enough and i really want to be one of the other kids in my school that i envy.